New year?

well new year is starting all over again.

i still remember last year right at this time, i was waiting for a price charming of my own. Such boring moments i just had on phone with my friends. 

Anyways, good news is i found myself somebody i can be with for this year. ;) who knows, maybe next couple of years too. As much as i hate to admit that i love somebody but i have to say i really am into this guy. We met like a month ago at a beach. I was there for SEA GAMES volunteering and so was he. Actually, we've met and known that each of us existed since 2 or 3 years ago but we never really talked or had connection with each other. Well, to make long story short, he asked me out but got rejected for the first time and the second time but, finally, i excepted him on Xmas.

 

I used to be extremely disappointed at LOVE, being IN LOVE, anything concerning with LOVE. Fucking pain in the ass, really! This is, maybe, because i was broken the last time i had a connection with my ex, thinking no, believing he was in love with me and so was i. But, instead, he played me and i got played. How stupid was i. i knew he was playing with me but i still let him do whatever he wants. 

 But, it's been over a year i had been living a single love life because i have learned and getting super bored.  Whatever happens, i have been broken therefore it cant be repeated, and i will never let it. But guess what, it's love! for god's sake! It's the word you see everyday. It's the word you use every single day. It's the feeling you have every breathing second of your life time. Anybody, single people, Love hating people, emotional, hurt people who are fucking disgusted by love STILL have that feeling of affection. No, no, trust me.. they do! I know it because i have been there before and you can never run away from it. It's gonna come into your life however it wants and leave whenever it wishes to. All you have to do is be ready to except it, to enjoy and to let it go when it's time. 

 

moi Cam whoreee

Me with Hubby! :D Just adopted 2 weeks ago!

 

A little bit of cam whore before getting wet. xD

Moi outfit for Thingyan

 I'm Loving my Shaddddddess. Ray Bans! <3 Oolalaa

The second day of boredom!

  

That day was the second day of 2013 Thingyan. Im not really a big fan of it so... my friend and i OPENED THE WARDROBE OF WEDDING DRESSES!!!

xD i know.. INSANE. but true.. it's the line of my mommy's Japan wedding dresses & now it's rite on us! hahaa prrrrrrrretty.

Anyways, after that we had some time taking photos esp hers. I want to have my own photography all a long so... i do the directing, designs on the back grounds, makeup and so on. :D I HAD SO MUCH FUN. check my photography OUTTT...  

There are more of them but these are my favorites! :D
Then, in the evening we went to Sedona for swimming.. she also slept over at my house. FUNNN!!! xoxo

some satisfactions going on here!! :D

I made this picture.. well i mean all the editing and quotes, i didnt actually take all of the photos, ofcoz. =)

I uploaded on facebook and there are 2 shares and over 6 or 7 likes! amazing! =D
This is my very OWN first emotional words and wants with this guy that have even been published on public. i have not published anything wide and long conversations or quotes of my own. i guess i'm afraid of criticisms and judges. BUT, turns out people like it! life is goooooodd xD

I found this quote from my pile of quotes in my folder of WORDS.
And i found out that i awesomely have 2 of it. which are the second and the third.
yes i AM the happiest.. well since saddest emotions keep coming up, i had to keep forgetting so i might not have time to be happy.. busy busy busyyy. -.-
but at the end of the day, when i lie down my bed, i always find myself happy.
And i AM the strongest.. still AM! =)) i forgive people like water run down my throat. yess smooth. that's how i roll baby. ;D
BUT, the first!? not as easy as i expected and i haven't been through any rough situation for a while therefore nothing to apologize!
imm.. so far so good. 

Uh ohh! now what??

well hello.
today is pretty interesting.
why? it's Myanmar New Year! :)
guess what!? i was with my best friend when he needed a friend the most. I WAS THERE! unbelievable. He was heartbroken. The girl broke up with him and he was extremely miserable and upset. poor thing. I had to talk him out for the whole two hours, it might take longer if the waiter didn't warn us that the shop was about to close. lol
yeah.. i feel very sorry for him. =T They were steady and a perfect couple but turns out all along he was dating a cold heartless bitch! no offense. :) And too bad, he cares and is opposite type from hers. ohhBoy.

He was better after the talk. it's all over his face. u know.. im trilled he called, i helped him out, now he's feeling better than before. It's always rare to be called for help in serious matters. I did it! i feel great! =D

OH LOOK!

The other day..... i feel like creating stuffs, so LOOK WHAT I DID!
There was this simple blue shirt and...

 BAMM!!! it's DIY idea. Risky and pretty XD love it! <3

 Oh yes, and i need a flatter tummy. lol no worries, :) im working on it.

I see no change except for the smile. :)

But i miss the old me.
i could find the happiness from the most simplest things.
The new me kinda sucks. -.-

Being in love is the most amazing thing in life if another one is willing to catch u. ofcoz. 
But sometimes, love is like handing somebody a gun and letting it point to u and believing that person wouldn't pull the trigger.

it is a risk to love. what if it doesnt work out!?
but ah....what if it does!? <3

xoxo -A

Thursday isnt as bad as friday! ^^

what a swim!! xD
today's Thiha's birthday and it was a blast except there were any shots so i wasnt as i expected. =/BUT, it was great! i hav a flat belly, kinda, it's HOT, man! ;) then the swim at sedona was warm and chilling as well. the guys were playing around, me and kate were eating and so on. i think i m gonna go gym and swimming as well at sedona. yes. x))

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY TINA!! the nickname the girls gave him. Tina! pretty.

Anyways, i talked with tony. he kept on talking out about how he missed his girlfriend, mary. :( well, i had to tell him how i miss my guy too. it's sad. it's extremely sad he doesnt bother me to text or contact me at all. ='( Tony advised me not to start any chit chat from me first, but it's really hard when that dude doesnt move at all. GOD! x[

OH and i got 90% A* in Oral English :))
but the rest reading and writing are As and Bs. =.=
i bet i get really low in math and science most probably D. i didnt do well due to distraction from both people and surroundings. >.<
ICT, Business Studies- im guessing around B or C
Music, P.E- always A

=) smile angela. SMilE!! Be always positive. u can do it. being happy is the best medicine and short cut to success, if better? laugh out loud! :)) xoxo

People come and go. everything in life is temporary. dont tag along with one person. dont get too obsessed. when they left, u r left with nothing but memories. memories which either make u regret or learn from it.

P.S- ice-cream cake at Sedona is speechlessly tasty, sweeettt and cant get enough!! <3 love it!!!

I'm tired of being left out...

i miss u
i fucking miss u
all day
everyday

u cant imagine how pathetic it makes me feel 
becoz i have no idea if u feel the same way too.....

whenever 11.11 arrived rite in my face when i suddenly pick the phone up...
the very first wish is to be with u and wish u will not love anyone else but me. ='/

<3 I just noticed i have brown eyes. In the sunlight it shows more!! btw my shadow is creepy. -.-

Boredom makes me draw that lil anchor with an infinity sign. loveeee it<3

Mocks are finally over! But Freedom is just a couple of months away from my ass.
So my plan is.....
im gonna dye my hair reddish-brown and im gonna have all my beach fashion designs out! 
cant wait to have some lemonades with fresh breeze blowing out through my eye lashes and my hairr.. 
awwnhh... i miss the beach very much! i havnt been there since i was 11 or 12. -.- wtf.

BUT to have a perfect vacation, u'll need a partner in crime ;)
- a company who can never bore u.
- a best friend who u can be open with anytime.
- a boyfriend who u can go emotionally, physically & sexually exciting and do crazy, insane stuffs.

whoever u r with, as long as u r happy, everything's fine. trust me. 
Happiness is all u need. :) Along with a little of love. <33

Well well, guess summer's here!! These are my flowers from my garden! ;D

 

The other day, i hanged out with my family at Happy Restaurant. My parents were busy talking about their business stuffs so what the heck, we cam-whored. ;)

MOCKS R HERE!!!

I just made this blog recently.
plus I am answering 10th grade finals(Mock exams) this week. It's terrifying and exciting as well.
Well, after the finals, there's IGCSE in coming May!!
AFTER THOSE... (drum roll plz~) "FREEDOM"
cant wait!! xD