well new year is starting all over again.
i still remember last year right at this time, i was waiting for a price charming of my own. Such boring moments i just had on phone with my friends.
Anyways, good news is i found myself somebody i can be with for this year. ;) who knows, maybe next couple of years too. As much as i hate to admit that i love somebody but i have to say i really am into this guy. We met like a month ago at a beach. I was there for SEA GAMES volunteering and so was he. Actually, we've met and known that each of us existed since 2 or 3 years ago but we never really talked or had connection with each other. Well, to make long story short, he asked me out but got rejected for the first time and the second time but, finally, i excepted him on Xmas.
I used to be extremely disappointed at LOVE, being IN LOVE, anything concerning with LOVE. Fucking pain in the ass, really! This is, maybe, because i was broken the last time i had a connection with my ex, thinking no, believing he was in love with me and so was i. But, instead, he played me and i got played. How stupid was i. i knew he was playing with me but i still let him do whatever he wants.
But, it's been over a year i had been living a single love life because i have learned and getting super bored. Whatever happens, i have been broken therefore it cant be repeated, and i will never let it. But guess what, it's love! for god's sake! It's the word you see everyday. It's the word you use every single day. It's the feeling you have every breathing second of your life time. Anybody, single people, Love hating people, emotional, hurt people who are fucking disgusted by love STILL have that feeling of affection. No, no, trust me.. they do! I know it because i have been there before and you can never run away from it. It's gonna come into your life however it wants and leave whenever it wishes to. All you have to do is be ready to except it, to enjoy and to let it go when it's time.
